the return of the pressure there's a hole in my battle ship sealed under waterline the cage's bars rattle, whips sing through the spray into skin and i sink i descend into darkness the twilight of the brink i can make it to morning and i'll keep the hope burning tomorrow's still maybes but tonight I am yearning and on battlements, standing i sit in self-seizure i can see her lie back and it's no thing to reach her but the gap was too vast and that present has passed by all the should'ves i've counted i still should've said bye there's a hole the hull and you feel like you're drowning salt water roars through as your live's days keep counting and you want to just scream but it just echoes in the vault and you feel you're blameless and you feel like it's your fault and then you can't even feel or it all rushes through you and you're taking on water and you wish they could see you and you want it to end but to not go away i hope tonight's dreams are good tomorrow's just one more day